Well these two are really twins! I refused to believe so not until this week was over, well at least for me!
Well, so much happened and I really feel of mixed emotions that I can’t display any one of them significantly! Sounds familiar or is it just me!?
The good news:
1. I attended the Good Clinical Practice Workshop about two weeks ago which was held at Mandarin Oriental,Kuala Lumpur. The course was good and informative but was packed with lectures. At the end of this dry course, (I must say the organisers tried to make it as interesting as possible) there was an exam and one could only make 8 mistakes out of 40 questions. Guess what? I did it – hooray! I received my certificate today! Thanks to Jody and Dr Muruga.


2. My row of on calls are over! Well this is really my doing as I have requested many days to be not on call as so that I can go for my diving!
3. I am going for a series of serious diving – there will be one every forthnight! Yipee!
4. My patients – so understanding and nice!
5. A good friend of mine has passed her open water diving license and another 2 more friends of mine are doing it this weekend!
6. I have many friends
The bad news:
1. Well, my application for upper GI training (subspeciality) was rejected after the comittee felt that it should be given to somebody older! My 2 cents: A lame excuse! For a speciality with very scarce specialist, why train only one and there are only 2 applicants! Furthermore, older does not mean more experienced not in the modern setting. Why do I say this? Well mainly because unlike those days, many seniors are not keen to bear the responsibility of mistakes of their juniors and therefore, rather than assisting and correcting them, they place a gag-like conditon which paralyse the development of junior surgeons. Those who have worked with me can definitely vouch that I have a good variety of exposure and experience compared to the gentleman they picked. Mind you, I applied for the training post much earlier! During the interview, a point was highlighted which I took a particular note – does being young means lack of maturity or does it just mean lack of exposure. Well I suppose they felt that since my exposure was better than the other, the former most likely suited me! Never in my life has anyone manage to severe my interest in anything, but this made its impact! Perhaps it is because I feel I deserve it more and perhaps I have great plans for the future of Upper Gastrointestinal Surgery! Should I bother now or just bow out of government service and go private? A friend told me once, being in government service in Malaysia, one has to expect such decisions. Another good friend of mine, spent almost an hour on the phone shifting my depressed self to a topic close to his heart, Anthony Robbins! I wonder how many bloggers have attended his talks? I haven’t but many have and swear by it!
2. My car is giving me problems again – so much for proton! It starts to jerk when the air conditioning is swiched on. And this is not always. When the AAM staffs arrive, the problem cease to exist!
3. There are suddenly an efflux of cancer cases for which I need to settle as soon as possible.
4. Many unsolved issues in life!